Recently
I have been thinking about what I’ll call the commodity of time. From the minute we become aware of our
surroundings, able to react and think, time is there.
As
a child, there always seems to be ample time—in fact, time can seem to drag,
particularly if you are anticipating an event. I can remember when I was 3
years that I didn’t think Christmas would EVER arrive (apparently I had really
enjoyed my Christmas as a 2-1/2 year old).
So
time has always been there for us—always existed. That is not to say that we should take this
commodity for granted. When you lose a friend or loved one to death, you begin
to start thinking of mortality and time ended, as we know it. After all, the
minute we are born, we start the grand adventure to another life through the
door called death. We hark back to the
date and time we were born and it is known as our birth day. Days, minutes, all
a marker of time.
People
seem to enjoy starting collections for me, although I personally stopped doing
much collecting long ago (except for certain antique china patterns). I know that for years I lived by
the tyranny of the clock and I still have a small collection of clocks to
remind me of that fact.
So
back to my thoughts on time. I am slowly reading a book my sister-in-law gave
me called The Gift of Time. It’s
about growing old gracefully (and graciously). As it has been several years
since AARP first sent me some of their propaganda, I am pretty close to being a
not quite young senior citizen, so this book is quite appropriate for me.
As
The Gift mentions, and as I had
already noticed, the idea of time’s endless quantity, has definitely changed. I
come from a fairly long-lived family, so the gene pool might predict that I
could likely live into my 80’s or even 90’s. That means I may have 15 or more years
of time left on this earth to accomplish
whatever God has in mind for this stage of my life—or not.
To
a child or teenager that sounds like a long time. To me it sounds like a drop
in the bucket of Time (which it is). Since my natural proclivity is to waste
time, that characteristic really is an insult to God since He has given it (time)
to me in the first place.
If
this motivates you not to waste this gift-- great. It has made me take a long,
serious look at it. Actually, it is biblical to consider the gift of time
carefully because the psalmist says in Psalm 90:12“Teach us to number our days aright,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.”
The older I get the more aware I am of the finiteness of my time here on earth. I too have been comtemplating time and how much remains and how best to spend it. I am sure I don't want to spend it worrying about how much I have left - but sometimes I feel a panic that I won't be around long enough. I'm not sure what I have left to do - I don't have a list or even a dayplanner:), but I just know I'm not done. It's good to remind myself that God has a plan and I will be around just as long as I need to be and He will accompany me along the way to calm my fears. Sounds like a good book you're reading.
ReplyDeleteGreat posts! Reminds me of the book _Margin_, by Malcolm. Gladwell, which you told me about several years ago. Good stuff!
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